I hate myself

by: ben

Insecurity happens when you start looking
for what you do not have.
But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God
for what you already have.

Though I don’t have you now as mine
but I find you here in my heart
Since the day we both felt love and shared our dreams
A new life had started but it comes now to an end.

I thought these feelings will be forever
And promised to never ever leave each other
Why do you have to go away
And leave me this way?

This precious heart is restless,
It doesn’t beat anymore to love
This wonderful mind is fruitless
It doesn’t think anymore to adore

I was trapped into this foolish love
Poisoned by the promises of eternity
Captured with a wonderful voice
And trodden with a sweet smile

When will I find happiness
and peace in my heart?
I am tired of this life
I hate myself now
I hate myself being this way.

Slash of my broken heart

by: ben

It is hard to let go when you have learned to love a person too much.
If you have given your precious time for the one you really love.
A heart is wounded by your being with someone else
Living a life alone without your love is just a cut from a hand
It is painful, full of tears, and heartaches.

Your love for me is like a bottle of the Indigo Voyager left emptied in a corner
That can’t provide anymore fragrance to a cherished relationship.
The smell of your sweetness is faded away in the air.
Tryin’ to find this feeling everywhere but it directs me on your way

Sometimes I want to give up this wonderful life but I just can't
'Coz you came into my life and your understanding gave me comfort
And never left you here with me no matter who you are
But for you it's all over now
Who cares what I feel,
Who dares to say I am wrong, and tell me the right things to do
If what I believe is real and felt is YOU.
And nothing beats the feeling of being with you.

I just can't believe you are leaving me
This emptiness causes so much pain in my heart
You have torn my feelings in two
And leaving scars with a memory of you

If you only listen to the beat of my heart, you are there. I am yours
But it is hard to believe you are not mine
God knows how much I have loved you ‘till now
Though you can't be mine
I still wish I could see you smile again somehow.

thinking about you always

by: sixwoky

I love you with all my heart,.
and I knew it from the start,
now for the first time ever,.
I thought I want this forever
It was such a wonderful start,
to a way I never wanted to part
I've longed to hold you close.
and devote to you my beautiful rose
I want your heart to always be mine
It seems that love could never be blind.
I know you're the only one for me,
and we're truly meant to be


my name must taste good
'coz its always in somebody's mouth



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